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Update:My attorney has agreed to draw up legally binding contract papers for free if someone will consider loaniong me the $400 i need to get my utilities restored before my house gets condemned and so i can get my kids back home where they belong.I am a true American woman with pride ,integrity and love for God ,as if He raised me like a father here on earth,and my word is good. I am desperate,and since the passing of my husband and my childrens father last year,being disabled myself,i have used all my resources to do what i can to get our lives back in order but am at a place where progression on my own is at a stand still.i have givin all i have and done all i can to save our home,and retrieve my children but i just cant seem to make this last $128 for electric restoration and $212 for water restoration happen.Please help.I will pay u back plus interest.I also have artistic abilities in custom home artwork to offer(murials and optical illusion)if anyone is interested.For exampl,at my childrens request we redid our home in Alice in wonderland theme(dining are is decorated and painted as if in the forest at madhatters tea party,and the small bathroom is painted in 3-d as if you are inside the rabbit hole,etc).
we have endured alot since my husband passed last year and us being seperated due to my income(no drugs or ilicit behavior,justpoor) by cps has made things almost emotionally unbearable.
i have complete faith that God will give you the feelings He feels you should feel when reading my pleas for help in saving my home and family,and that you will act on them.You will not lose,i will not do you wrong and actually the way my family sees it,when someone helps you save your family or changes your life for the better,then you are forever indebted and obligated to be available to them forever in their times of need.I am not one to ask for blatent financial help,but i am at a place where that is all thats left to comp[lete this task,journey,mission of putting my family back together.My paypal address is tolls.belle@yahoo.com and if you want to help but want legal coverage on the loan,please message me...I will give you my phone number so you can speak to me and my attorneys website info and number.If you can let go of it right now and can wait for a return or payback within the next 6 months,please consider doing this amazing thing for us that i would consider a miracle.My kids will never forget you and we are good friends to have.thank you.Please consider being the knight in shining armor that me and my children need right now.You will not regret it.

what caused you to be behind on bills?If we know what ur dealing with its easier to suggest the proper resources.
I was diagnosed with hep c almost 10 years ago,so was my husband.
The key to living a long healthy life with hep c,is remembering that it attacks the liver.Every time you eat or drink anything,remember that ur liver is a filter and our bodies are built to process food and drink from the earth.The less chemical u put in ur body the better.Meat and high protien foods will work the liver harder than organic foods..Sodas,alcohol,and carbonation will take years off your life,so if u can stick to water and water based drinks it will help ur liver process better.
I changed the way i ate and stopped taking drugs,medicines and rest more,and I am now undetectible in my blood levels.
Im 38.
My husband took every medication prescribed him,and i refused meds,and he passed away at 33 years old last year.
He kept eating tons of beef and sodas,and overworked himself,and it took him in less than 10 years.I dont even feel sick most of the time although i did have a hard time before i figured out how to survive it.Its a choice...do u want to live or die...good luck.

some dental schools offer free dentures and cosmetic services in exchange for ur willingness to be a guinea pig for their students....county hospitals will remove bad teeth.

 in response to ekikaseven...   Actually my children qualify now.My mother on law committed fraud and claimed something called a soul survivor benefit,so when i went to apply for our benefits it caused problems and now we had to hire an attorney to fight for us.We expect to have it straightened out within a couple of months,but meanwhile im trying to get water and electric in our home so my babies can come home.They are so scared and we miss each other so much
Even if someone could LOAN me the money i need to keep utilities for the next 2 months,id be happy to sign a binding contract for payments or plus interest or whatever.I should be in a position to repay in a few months.The disability and survivors benefits case should be done by then.thank you for condolences.

 in response to babygirlcatz...   babykatz.....never stop caring.God gives us these hard times for a reason
I will continue to fight and reach out until I am able to bring my children home,even if itt kills me.And it may.I believe whatever you live for,be willing to work and die for it.I just really hope His plan for my family includes us all together.I want to layit down so bad and im so tired,but i refuse to quit.

I love my husband.If he were still alive no
way things would have gotten this
bad....ugh....i should have educated myself
while he was alive,prepared myself just in
case....I coudnt make myself believe he was
really dying...and then he did.. ugh²..
Now CPS has my kids because Im
poor.....my fault...i kinda fell apart when he
died and by the time i snapped out of it,our
financial situation had snowballed.
Disability is pending,and i cant work...my
hands are messed up pretty bad.
I have no electric or water and my
children,who are as necessary to me as
oxygen to live,cant come home til i have
utilities.
Im not sure what kind of help I need,but if
nothing else a bunch of helpful people
praying for us cant hurt.
If you are in a position to help with utilities
until we start receiving our benefits,please
help us.
Im at the end of my rope and my children
ate miserable and Im helpless to save
them.Its a really bad and shameful feeling
that tries like hell to take you down.
On top of mourning my husband,Im beat.

I love my husband.If he were still alive no
way things would have gotten this
bad....ugh....i should have educated myself
while he was alive,prepared myself just in
case....I coudnt make myself believe he was
really dying...and then he did.. ugh²..
Now CPS has my kids because Im
poor.....my fault...i kinda fell apart when he
died and by the time i snapped out of it,our
financial situation had snowballed.
Disability is pending,and i cant work...my
hands are messed up pretty bad.
I have no electric or water and my
children,who are as necessary to me as
oxygen to live,cant come home til i have
utilities.
Im not sure what kind of help I need,but if
nothing else a bunch of helpful people
praying for us cant hurt.
If you are in a position to help with utilities
until we start receiving our benefits,please
help us.
Im at the end of my rope and my children
ate miserable and Im helpless to save
them.Its a really bad and shameful feeling
that tries like hell to take you down.
On top of mourning my husband,Im beat.

 in response to idris...   thank you so much.....what a wonderful story..
i did the same....shut myself off from people,worsens the sadness i think. And your mind wanders further,the more time u spend alone.
you have given me a new perspective....i like the idea that he was needed elsewhere....thank God He let me know my husband for 20 of those 33 years...
Thank you.:-)

I love my husband.If he were still alive no way things would have gotten this bad....ugh....i should have educated myself while he was alive,prepared myself just in case....I coudnt make myself believe he was really dying...and then he did.. ugh²..
Now CPS has my kids because Im poor.....my fault...i kinda fell apart when he died and by the time i snapped out of it,our financial situation had snowballed.
Disability is pending,and i cant work...my hands are messed up pretty bad.
I have no electric or water and my children,who are as necessary to me as oxygen to live,cant come home til i have utilities.
Im not sure what kind of help I need,but if nothing else a bunch of helpful people praying for us cant hurt.
If you are in a position to help with utilities until we start receiving our benefits,please help us.
Im at the end of my rope and my children ate miserable and Im helpless to save them.Its a really bad and shameful feeling that tries like hell to take you down.
On top of mourning my husband,Im beat.